Thursday, July 26, 2018

Week 4


OH MY GOSH THEY ARE ONLY GIVING US 30 MINUTES THIS WEEK.

Ok so I am going to try to give this week justice in the crazy short amount of time, but there are really no amount of words for how amazing it was!! I have absolutely NO clue why, but this past week was just such an anomaly it was crazy so I am going to try to bullet point list this out:

- Oh my goodness. MY INSTRUCTOR IS GETTING MARRIED. He literally walks into class one day and we know that he has been dating one of the other teachers here so we tease him about it a little, but apparently he was at the temple and he prayed about it and he just knew. So no ring, growing up not even thinking he might get married PERIOD, in his broken English he is telling us this and Irmao just got so bashful and happy about it ahhh it was the best. 

    ----Ok so of course we flip out and are so excited for him right and we all ate dinner that night as a little familia and the GREATEST THING happened. So we were talking about pets and one of the elders asks Dilhea if he has any dogs right and he goes yeah one, and then poor elder Pabst (who is seriously one of the nicest guys but really REALLY doesn’t know Portugues) turns to Dilhea's fiance and means to say 'e voce?' but he forgets right and just says 'voce????' and everyone kind of stops because it sounds like he just asked if Dilhea's pet dog was his new fiance-soon-to-be-wife and then his face goes super red and he looks at this beef cake of an instructor scared for his life and the fiance is practically rolling on the floor she's laughing so hard it was great hahaha

But for real for real, the MOST AMAZING PART of this week was that they actually released us, RELEASED US like lost guppies into the streets of Sao Paulo to go proselyting!!!!! Ok they amp you up right and they say ok I know you guys know hardly any of this language but we're dropping you off in the middle of the equivalent of Time's Square in New York to try to talk to people and come away with their phone number and address for missionaries to share a message with them. TALK ABOUT STRESSFUL HOLY COW. 

If I am being completely honest right now though, it was the most amazing experience of my entire life. Even though we really had such a small overlap in language, there are no words needed for shared emotions you know? We went up and would ask people if they could help us try to learn some new words and it just hit me how much I loved each and every one of them. We met a sweet older lady who LOVES to cook named Maria whose favorite food is stroganoff and that she has the most amazing recipe that she cannot WAIT to make for us one day, another man named Sergio sitting waiting for the bus reading a book by Orson Scott and is a Buddhist who came from Brasilia and hates it, I tried to express to him through wild hand gestures and the limited vocab I DID have (insecto insecto!) about how I had an uncle who served there and who TO THIS DAY has a little stomach parasite (lol sorry Glenn hehe) and we shared laughs even though we couldn't say the same words. Every one of them smiling and laughing, helping us learn, and I just sat basking in the awe of it all. I love how each one of them just burned with this inner light of Christ, each one so kind and bright. It was one of those moments when you realize that we are all just here on earth together you know as brothers and sisters, and that we just need to be there for each other. Each one so excited to have us return and share our testimonies and love of Christ, but I will probably never see them ever again, they'll be visited by other missionaries who are serving here in Sao Paulo but I just can't imagine being anywhere else. 

Especially in the temple today, I really just sat and contemplated how I wanted my life to be, and whether I was the same person that I was before I started my mission. Man I just want to feel this close to God, the strength and support of His spirit ALL THE TIME and it hit me that we totally can. We just owe every blessing that we have to Him, and especially I can't get over how much we are blessed to have families.

I LOVE CHRIST.       I LOVE MY FAMILY.       I LOVE BRASIL. 

Next week will be my last email before the field!! Can't believe I've been here that long, but love you all! Thank you for the letters I am so sorry I had such little time this week, I promise to write you all next week!! 

HAPPY FOURTH AMERICA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!      

Com muito amor,     
Sister Staheli

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