Monday, March 25, 2019

Week 39 -- Tender mercies & miracles



Wow what a week of miracles and tender mercies.  Even though every last man, woman, child e cachorro (and dog) all packed their bags for Tibol  (a nearby beach town) in preparation for Carnival on Tuesday (aka dia 5 – aka the exact day that I’ll pass 9 meses na missao (months on my mission)  #reachedthepeak  #whatthisispassingsofast), and there’s been hardly a tumbleweed roaming the streets

God has still managed (like He always does) to bring forth the miracles.  Just a few tender mercies of the week:  

-       ----     Had a zone conference with our mission president and all of the missionaries in the Interior #ricebeans&acaigalore   #inspired-words&answered-prayers-as-always



    



          Meet the district. These are all the missionaries that stay in the surrounding barrios of the city! The first two in front next to me are the only other americans (I know - hard to believe #blondhairblueeyes) from Utah but are super cool! It's tradition that the person to go home first of the group takes the pic holding flowers (because they will "die" first) - but I love this group with my whole heart! Super solid, inspiring people 
 






 --- Our cute little amigo Juan (who goes alone by foot to church and printed out the full-sized picture in color during our first lesson) asked when was the soonest he could be baptized
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$201 Reals
 -----  This older man in our ward has this insanely legit collection of money and old bills/coins that he’s been buying, accumulating and trading over the years.  Brasil has changed their types of bills a few times – ranging from Cruzeiros to Cruzados and now in Reals – and he has made it his life AMBITION to seek out every last original copy, ranging in color and transparency and equivalency to about $30 million reals.  Apparently there was a time when Brasil printed its money in the US and so all the bills look almost exactly the same – complete with the label on the bottom “Estados Unidos duo Brasil.”  But the one thing his collection is seriously lacking …. Can you guess?  Yep  - dollars.  He’s been dying to get his hands on a $2 bill and has pestered every last American missionary that’s passed through without even the SLIGHTEST success.  How to break the news that “Shoot Senior, yeah I had about $20 in $2 bills but I caved when I saw Salagadis (street food) for $1 real, I couldn’t help myself and traded it all #worthit.  But somehow even with lacking the appropriate goods for the trade, I walked out with an old $1 and $200 bill de cruzeiros (equivalent nowadays to $50-60 reals or $15 dollars.)   It meant a lot to him that there was someone willing to sit, rifle through and admire something that was his life passion.  Because what good is a collection without anyone to appreciate it and give value to it?

-      ---    The last tender mercy/miracle of the week was our good old pastor Igor.  If you remember Igor was the one that walked in during the middle of our lesson and made everyone feel like we had been caught red-handed doing something naughty like when mom catches you mid stroke scribbling in sharpie on her beautifully white washed walls or something like that.  We had gotten his contact information to meet up with him another day but my companion wanted nothing of it.  Apparently she has not had the best of experiences with teaching pastors in the past – the last one consisting of arguing and throwing scriptures down their throats, insisting and ardently disputing exactly just how they were wrong, which sadly was a terrible experience for her.  

      I don’t know, but there was something different about Igor and I couldn’t get him out of my head, and I called him to set up a meeting in the park.  During my whole personal study I just kept thinking about what he would say or how he would react, but in that first encounter, I could see he had a good heart with just the desire to serve God.  I could see it in his eyes you know?  But I studied a lot about what I thought might be his questions and what the apostles in the New Testament said about this dark period on the earth without the fullness of the gospel.  But really I was just saying a lot of prayers, relying that God would help guide us in helping him understand.  But man was I a wee bit stressed out.  But as we sat down in that park, listening about his life and getting to know him as a person – his family, dreams and aspirations, past service in the church, his love of working with the youth….I just came to really admire and respect Igor for his good heart and pure desire to serve God.  
  
     We continued to teach, explain and bear testimony of the truthfulness of our message – how God really had restored His church here on earth again through Joseph Smith.  I could see the hesitancy and doubt in his eyes melt away with every scripture in the Book of Mormon.  He could feel the power and truth in the book sitting in his hands – doubt and resistance being replaced with light and humility.  The spirit was almost palpable.  It was so strong, leading and guiding us in our words in what he needed to hear.  He sincerely and humbly opened up to us about his doubts, asking questions with a desire to only understand, not to find fault.  It truly was a miracle that I can’t believe God had allowed me to witness.  

      The thing is, God knows how difficult it is to find the truth in our world today.  He knows how lost and confused we are at times.  Because of this, He gave us our Savior to know what to do and where to find His truth.  He always beckons and invites us to find out for ourselves with the promise that He would always answer the prayer of those with a faithful and earnest heart.  This was the amazing promise that we left with Igor that morning as we sat on the park bench.  I don’t know what Igor will decide to do, but I know that the Igor that came and the Igor that left was a changed man.

I am still blown away with just how loving, merciful, present and miraculous God is.  I am blessed beyond what I deserve.  I love you all.  Thanks for the amazing people that you are.  Know that God loves you.

Love,
Sister Staheli

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